Life. It has NOT always been easy. Not always fun.... Not always something I was able to figure out, or even understand.
But, there is someone dear to me, who helped me understand something so valuable. My Grandmother. She gave me such a gift, when she sat one afternoon, and she helped me through a crisis. I can't go into details. I think a lot of it is just a blur. But what I learned that day, was something I live by today. Something I have passed a long to my kids. It will be with me for the rest of my days.
I cried. I sobbed. I reached out for help, to my Grandmother. I needed direction. I was lost. Confused, torn. I had to decide what I was going to do with the rest of my life. Yes, right there, at that moment. I was in a position that left me in an unsafe environment. Not only for me, but my babies. I wanted to go, something kept making me stay. I had been encouraged by so many people, to do what I felt best about doing. I knew what I wanted.. but I was scared.... change is not easy. It's very uncomfortable. Even when it's for the best. Even if it will make life better, in the long run.
So, my Granny told me this. And it was all I needed to hear. She told me that there's a little professor in all of us. It is that little voice, that tells us what the right answer is, for us. She said told me this: You have no answer, until both your head, and your heart agree. Until then, you must wait. When it's time, that little professor will let you know. And yes, it's the right answer. But always, the head, and the heart must agree. And that voice, that little professor, will let you know.......
Well, I know she's right. :) I use that theory all the time. I ask my little professor to guide me, often. And I wait until they agree... listen for the answer, and I move along.
Now, For all I know, this might be common knowledge to you. But, to me - it was a gift. And now, I share it with you.
Enjoy. Good Night beautiful world.
