Oh what a night....
My poor, sweet, little mini me... and her broken heart.
I felt so bad for her. Tonight I saw her suffer and cry and there was absolutely no words I could say to her to make her feel better. That Tyler... what was he thinking? How could things be so good and nice one moment, and then so bad the next. I don't get it, but I do know that he really hurt her feelings, and she trusted him. Huge lesson to be learned at her ripe age of 14. It's so difficult.... nothing is just easy. I learned a lesson too. I cannot possibly protect her from everything out there. Hurt and a broken heart is one of those things.... All we could do is hug her and tell her it will be okay. And, it will... she just doesn't see that right now. I hope she feels a little better tomorrow. I love my girl. I wish I could make it all better for her, all of the time.

And, the cats... I think we're going to have to find a new home for them and have a pet free home. It's getting more difficult each day trying to manage 4 cats. I am actually getting to the point where I'm feeling frustrated all the time about them. I never wanted 4 cats... it sort of just happened. I would have been plenty happy with just one.
That's a whole other story... It's really a hard place to be in right now.

I got my new XM radio. It's very nice. I have been using xm without a remote for over a year and haven't been able to use it as well. Safety first! Now I can change all of the channels without having to reach for the buttons! Yay! Sounds silly, but it's hard to drive and manage my music. I am excited to have it! Thank you Santa :)
I'll be listening to lots of music tomorrow on the ride to Maryland.

Weird day. Some ups, some downs.... I really had to hold back the tears with Brooke... I'm so sad for her.

New Year ahead. I am SO looking forward to it!

This guy I know thinks people who make New Year's Resolution's are "Stupid". Well, I for one make them, and I don't think I'm stupid. I think when you reflect back over the year that's coming to an end, there's nothing in the world wrong with deciding that there are some things we'd like to change for the new year ahead of us. What a narrow minded a-hole he was being. There's nothing wrong with making the commitment to make changes, and what better time to do so? Jeff, kiss my plump, round booty! (lol) He'll never see this blog, so I can enjoy venting about him!!!! I WILL be making some New Year's Resolutions. My hope is to stick to them. At least I'm going to try!!!!

Speaking of New Years... Tomorrow morning I will hit the road! Headed to Edgewood Maryland. I am so happy it's Edgewood! I thought I was having to drive all the way to Baltimore!!! Nope..... Edgewood is only about a 2 hour ride. I'm looking forward to getting away! We'll see our pals, and have a nice dinner, and open bar for the party. Nice. I was going to drink wine, but I'm scared it might make me wake up with a racing heart again.. I definitely don't want that!!! I might have to rethink about what I'll be drinking!!!!! And, I can't get hung over.. I have to drive home on Saturday!!!! It will be fun going to this party. It's been a long time since I left the house on NYE. I always worry about being on the roads, and now I don't have to even think about it.

Life.

Well, we're almost there... on to a new year.

I am thinking it would be a good idea to make a year in review list.. but right this second I am just too tired to think about what this past year was like.

New year, new attitude... new chance to make great memories!