Hi.....

My name is Erin and tonight was a terrible night and a disaster...

The polic came to my home. Two of them. My family is in crisis.

We have a teen that we adore who is now in the hospital because of poor choices and cries for help. I pray that she will be okay.

My children have gone for the night to stay with at their uncle's house. My daugher is suffering from depression and she needs help. I am so upset and cried in my son's arms, as he cried with me.

I'm scared and I'm confused.

I want to be the best that I can be, and I have a lot to learn. Life isn't easy right now and I'm sick over the fact that I can't make it better for everyone.

Tonight was a huge eye opener. My family, although I love them, including myself, is highly dysfunctional. We need help. We're all going to see a therapist on Tuesday. It is not an option.

My life at this very moment feels like it's crumbling apart.....

Dear god please help me find the answers. Help me to get through this. I want the people I love to be safe and sound. I will do whatever it takes, I mean it. Whatever I need to do to help make things right... Please god help me.