A Few Random Facts about Erin

I've always been very afraid of change.....
And, to avoid failure, sometimes I don't take the leap I need to take to reach success.

And...
For years, I would lay in bed at night scared that I would die in my sleep.
It's only been for a short time that I've let that go. Somehow, I finally put my faith in god, and started to believe that I will wake up each day to carry on with my journey. It feels pretty good.

I worry about some of the small things. Sometimes, the big things don't phase me. I often wonder if that's a mental handicap.

And, when people sneeze and they don't cover their mouth, I hold my breath, or I walk quickly in the opposite direction. Last night I was in a store and a man sneezed. I forgot what I was looking for, and I walked the long way to get where I needed to go, just to avoid his germs.

Sunday

My 356 day project did not pick up this weekend. I just couldn't find the time to get it rolling. I am a major slacker!

I have had a really good weekend. It was fulfilling in a lot of different ways, at different times....

And, it's been stressful. Little pesky things (and no so little) eating away at me. I want to stand up and scream all sorts of curse words at the top of my lungs. I want to cry. I want to speak my mind, exactly how I'm feeling at the moment, but, I know it's not the answer. When I react to something that affects me on a really personal level with an instant response to my emotions, I usually regret the choice I've made. So, this is inside for now.. and I have to think a lot of things through. If you see a little bit of steam coming out of my ears, or out of the top of my head, bear with me.. it too, shall pass.

Life could be really bad. It's not. This is just a slight interference with my every day stride... A pothole to jump over... no biggie. I will definitely come out on top. Mark my word.

While many people will be enjoying a day off tomorrow (my kids, for example) I'll be working. I don't mind at all really. Mort gives us a paid week off at Christmas, and we get some floating Holidays. I'll be there tomorrow, I have a meeting with Ed, and, we'll all be working :)

Last night Fred bought an XM Stereo for the house. I am so crazy about it. I have had music on almost ever since it came into the house. I absolutely love it. Soothing....

We have stereos and what ever, but this is my favorite! I can listen to my favorite XM radio station with no commercials!!! YAY!!!!!

Smells like a delicious dinner is cooking.....

Yes, there is a professor within each of us.....

I need mine to come out today and help me out a little.

((I don't know that my little professor looks like Einstein though))

Head up, Erin... everything happens for a reson, and everything will be just fine.

Time to put the brain in action, the professional head on, and get to work!