Happy Friday.

Happy LEAP Year!

I have a lot going on. If I find the energy within, I will be blogging shortly.

IS IT FRIDAY YET????

Seriously....

This has been a L-O-N-G week!

I have to file all day today, and all day tomorrow.... and then - I'm off!

Can't wait. Searching for some sanity. Have you seen any?

:)

Hoping it jumps out from under the couch, and welcomes me with open arms!

Happy Thursday!

Happy Hump Day

I have chosen the most appropriate picture for today!

This is how I've been feeling for awhile.

Enough said.

Trying to turn things around, and move towards more positive thoughts, and posts.
It's a beautiful, sunny day.

I'm at work, sitting in my peaceful cubicle. :) No complaints here.

I'm feeling more rested than yesterday, and three times as rested as the day before that. :)

Life is a Journey. Sometimes it's a mystery.. you live and learn.. and choose how to ride the curves, and the bumps.

I'm holding on tight......

Happy Monday

It's been difficult trying to blog lately, and deal with everything going on. It really has. I haven't been lazy - just exhausted.

Hubby and I did manage to go to Baltimore over the weekend to celebrate Paul's Birthday. It was so nice and refreshing to get away, and see some old friends. It was sooooo great to see them. I only wish we had more time to visit. I have some fun pics to post, but forgot to upload them on the computer.



We did go to a great Comedy club, followed by an adorable pub, with an amazing "live" band. It was casual, fun, and the perfect blend of ages. I'd say the average patron was 35+. It was a late night out (Sat), and we slept at Paul's house, on an air mattress. It was just like old times! We stayed up unti 4 am, laughing and talking about silly stories from the past. And then, in the morning, we hung out for a little bit before we hit the road. It was really special. I adore Jimm, Monica, Paul, Clem, and Tanya. And, it was really nice meeting Lori. :)


That was the "good stuff"


Then, there's coming home. It was nice to get away... But, you cannot "hide" from the difficult times, and problems that weigh heavy on our hearts at home. I just keep trying to remind myself... We have our health, and nobody is hurt - physically.

Moving forward, with a positive outlook, and lots of hope and faith that tomorrow is going to be a brigher, better day. With each new day.... there's a chance that things will turn out better, and more peace will come to us. :)

Is it Friday Yet?????

Is it time to do the Happy Dance?????

Depression Sucks!

And so... My Brother's Father In Law attempted Suicide. Depression SUCKS! He's currently broken and hurt from taking a huge dive off his balcony in the Swiss Alps. First attempt, no success. So, he went for a second time. Damn.. Needless to say, he's in bad condition, but being treated in the hospital.

Depression sucks.

Thank god he survived.

My love suffers from depression. It's so hard for him. It's a terrible thing to live, and struggle with. My heart goes out to anyone who deals with it.

So, yeah... it's been a difficult year - and that's not even a dent it the list of "crap"

However, it could always be worse....

Hubby's sister, and her entire family lost everything on Sunday 2/17/2008. Prattville, Alabama - Tornado.

Such a sad thing. And I worry about my crap????

Thursday is here, and I'm lost in craziness!

So..... Yeah.. It's been nuts! Just plain crazy! Life has flipped over and over and over for us ever since 2008 arrived. This is my theory. I think all of the bad, negative stuff is happening now, so that the rest of 2008 is happy, cheerful, fun, sweet, sexy, and full of great times and opportunities! We're just weeding through the "crap" now, to get it out of the way.

I can't really get into what's been going on, However - I can say this.. Nobody is physcially hurt, or ill. Thank the good lord above. We are blessed there. We are healthy, and doing well on a physical level. :) Whew... I keep telling myself - things could always be worse.. And, they can!

So, I begin my day with this fun and cheerful song. It comes from the Macbook Air commercial. It's such a cute song, and it really makes me smile. It's bubbly, and happy. :) :) I'm determined to keep a positive attitude, and good, fun music helps!

Oh, Happy Thursday!!!

Life is short...Dance a little.

Happy Hump Day


more to blog in a few minutes!

:)

So far, it's been a HELL OF A YEAR! whew.

Hubby and I are still in search of "Normal". Does anyone know where it might be hiding? :P

Last night when I got home from work, I had 4 dozen roses waiting for me.. Candy, a personalized balloon, a beautiful card... it was so nice. :) my dream guy :) I miss him. I can't wait to see him again. One on One. :) It feels like forever.

Funny... someone you love deeply could be right there beside you, yet it feels like they're a million miles away. We both demand a weekend bonding session. :) It's coming! Can't wait.

We have totally gotten our asses kicked! Still smiling though. :) :) :) :)

And, Happy Monday!

While most people find themselves enjoying a long weekend, I'm back to work! :P
It's okay though. I don't mind a bit. I am lucky to have a job .... Especially one that gives me the whole week off (paid) during the Christmas Holiday! And, a job that is willing to pay tuition for both of my Children when it's time for them to go to College!! Here, or at more than 250 other Colleges and Universities! Not bad. I would be foolish to complain!!!!! So, a very happy Monday to you, and a Happy Presidents' Day!

My weekend. I'm still pondering on that subject.... I might have to get back to you on that one! I can say this... It was nice to visit with the kids. And, the time went so fast that I can hardly put a finger on exactly what we did. It's just been very stressful. I would have to say, one of the most stressful times of my life. One of them.. NOT the most.... But, it's up there. I pray for normal - still...

It's in the 60's today. I'm loving that! I don't even mind the rain a bit :)

Happy Day!

My best to you, always!

Domestic Goddess Day!!! ahhhh Saturday!!!

Click on the picture! :) lol

Laundry
Cleaning
Laundry
Cleaning
Laundry

Happy Friday!!!!

I'm turning everything over, taking a deep breath.... and hoping for the best, for the rest of the day.

I am now back to the mind set that I am here to enjoy all the beautiful things is life...

So, It's Friday!! I am sooo happy about that!!!! I look forward to a peaceful weekend. I could use one!
Brooke is off to the beach.
Brandon is going to get together with friends.
We're expecting company. Freddy, Mara, and the kids. So - we'll have plenty to do this weekend!!!!

I'm really looking forward to the weekend!

I hope you enjoy yours, too!!!!!

The picture? Ahhh, she's my sexy prisoner! I'm going to have her help me out with my domestic stuff this weekend. :) And, she will be rewarded, by me!!! woohoo! :)

See, I'll be ok... :)

Friday

Did you ever feel like you got your ass kicked so bad that you'd never feel normal again????

Did you ever just wish for "normal"? Nothing amazing, nothing different... Just "normal"?

Well. Let me tell ya.......

Right now, I'd be so happy with "normal".

Yesterday was the most ass kicking day I have had in YEARS. I mean that. It started out bad, and got worse and worse.....

By the time my head hit the pillow last night, I just wished that this morning when I woke up, all the mess would be gone.

It's not.

BUT, It's Friday.

And, I'm keeping my chin up, and praying that today is a better day.

Happy Friday.

YES, I saw Fireworks!

Did You? <3

We couldn't wait another minute....heck, we couldn't waste a precious moment...

*Big smile

Happy Valentine's Day! wooohoooo!!!!

^..^

MY VALENTINE <3

Ever Make Love in a Cotton Field? :)
I almost did.... <3 It was one of the most hot and sexy days of my life. Ok.. the desire was killing me! But, it was super sexy! whew...

We call this day our Cottonfield Anniversary. lol! Hubby has even given me gifts of cotton on this day over the past 9 years. So cute. :)

This is such a sweet picture.

I couldn't resist...

Love is everywhere ~

I am a total mush! I know. But, I'm okay with that! ;)

Happy Hump Day! I know, this is not my typical hump day picture! I will do better in just a little bit!!!! :)

In the meantime, Hope life is going well for anyone who stumbles acrosss this blog of mine!

Here are some Fun Facts!!!!



- The Italian city of Verona, where Shakespeare’s lovers Romeo and Juliet lived, receives about 1,000 letters addressed to Juliet every Valentine’s Day.

-73% of people who buy flowers for Valentine’s Day are men, while only 27 percent are women.

-California produces 60 percent of American roses, but the vast number sold on Valentine’s Day in the United States are imported, mostly from South America.

-Approximately 110 million roses, the majority red, will be sold and delivered within a three-day time period.

-About 3% of pet owners will give Valentine’s Day gifts to their pets.

-Worldwide, over 50 million roses are given for Valentine’s Day each year.

-About 1 billion Valentine’s Day cards are exchanged in US each year. That’s the largest seasonal card-sending occasion of the year, next to Christmas.

I will never forget. <3 This was such a huge part of our beginning. I remember actually hearing the words to the song - and feeling every bit of it's meaning.. I remember watching that movie with you, and feeling like it was created just for us.

You're right.. We've come through a lot in our lives. And, even though it hasn't always been perfect, or easy... it's been incredible. And, I'd do it all again - with you...

Happy Tuesday!

And on this day, 9 years ago... we met. It was absolutely, without a doubt, Love at first sight.

He was so nervous. I admit, I think I was even more nervous. But, when our eyes met - I knew. It was the first time in my life I finally knew what falling in love really felt like. It was a feeling I could never describe with words. That is the honest truth. It was the day (well, night) that I believed for the first time in that "Fairy Tale" kind of love.... :)

And, it all happened in a Winn Dixie Parking lot. :)

My love.. My life... Happy Anniversary. <3

Oh, did I mention how long we waited, before we met face to face? :) Oh, almost 2 years! But, it was worth the wait. Indeed....
(Talk about anticipation)

Reflections....

That was exactly how I felt 9 years ago today.....

It was the day before I met my love.
I think this picture describes perfectly... me, on that day..

He is the absolute love of my life.
I took a HUGE chance.

I Like to refer to it more as a leap of faith....
The odds were totally against us. We were just talking about it last night.
We beat those odds. With flying colors.

I am blessed. Had I not taken that leap, I have no idea where I would be today. All I do know, is that because I took that chance, I found my dream man. :)

My heart is full. I think about this, each and every year, during the month of Februaury. Tomorrow, 9 years ago, I was held by the love of my life... for the very first time. :) A moment I will never, ever forget -

:)

Good Morning! And, Happy Monday!

This morning it's 10 degrees out. Brrrrrrrrr

It was tough getting up, and getting the day started. The whole family was sleepy thing morning!!!

But, here we are again! Ready to face another week! :)

Happy Monday.

Sunday! Happy Happy Sunday!

Today in Review....

Hubby and I slept in a bit this morning - YES, 8:00 a.m is sleeping in for us! :)

We had coffee in bed, along with our postsecret (our usual Sunday morning fun routine)....

Then, we showered and went out for Breakfast. It was nice. As we were leaving the Diner, Mom and Dad were coming in. It was cute. You'd think I was a celebrity the way Mom got excited when she saw me. It was sweet. She never responds to seeing me like that when I walk into her house, or see her on campus at work. lolol!!! :) It was a nice surprise to see them. :)

After our late Breakfast, we decided to go to the Movies. I pretty much had my heart set on "The Bucket List". Wow. Talk about a SAD movie. I was sobbing! It was ultra sad. I felt exhausted when I left the theater. I was emotionally drained. But, I was glad to have gotten the opportunity to see the movie. It was very touching. I must say. We rarely get to the movies, so this was a HUGE treat for me. I'd be happy if we could go to the movies once a month! He can choose, then I can choose... It would be lots of fun.

Here's a video that I couldn't resist looking for as soon as we got home. Turn it up! Just watch it. Maybe it will spark your interest in seeing the movie too!!!!



After the movie, we went to play some pool. I am terrible at it, but my sweetie loves the game, and never really gets to play. I think we played about 3 or 4 games. I lost every single one of them, but I don't care. :) I just like to see him happy, and enjoying himself. Plus, he was awesome about going to see such a sad movie with me. :) I'm sure it wouldn't have been his first choice.

After pool, we went to pick up the kids. And, here we are now.... warm and cozy, at home. It's always wonderful to end the weekend with everyone home, safe and sound. :)

I love my family :)

It was a great weekend. Only problem is.... I'm worn out! :) I need some good sleep tonight..... Well, maybe! ;)

Ahhhhh the Weekend!!!!!

In a nutshell:


Friday night- Hopped in the car after work and headed down to Maryland! What a nice time!!!We went to a party at the Diamond Club. It was a lot of fun. I have NEVER gone to a Mardi Gras party. Nope... Not ever!!! This was a lot of fun! Ok... I'm going to brag for a minute.... I WON! (lol) Seriously. I won first place in the "Beads" contest. I collected the most Beads in the club! Yeah...so you think it's no big deal. Well, I would have never thought I would have been the one. I would have figured that any of the 20 something hotties would have taken 1st place! Nope. I won by a landslide! And, it was a cash prize! woohoo (lol) A hundred bucks!!!I more than doubled the amount of the second place winner! So, yes... I am a proud almost 40 year old hottie. I still got it! (lol) And, it was extra nice seeing some faces we haven't seen in awhile, as well as making some new friends. Just fun fun fun!!!


Saturday - Ok... confession #2. I woke up with a slight hangover. I know. I'm rarely seen with a drink. Hardly ever! But, what can I say. I didn't have to drive, and I really needed to just let go, and enjoy myself. So, I had a headache like crazy! But, after some coffee and a couple of tylenol, I was good to go! :)

Hubby and I spent most of the day in Delaware. Just enjoying ourselves. It was awesome!!!! Got home before 10:00 p.m on Saturday night. But, it was a great day, and evening!!!!

I LOVE IT! PostSecret is Awesome!

A Great Way to Start the Day!!!! Nice Song!!!! Happy Friday!

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Absolutely.

Just fun!!! Girls night out!!! Can you match the daughters to their Moms? (lol)
Yeah! Not such a tough one..... :)

Happy Thursday!

Break Out The Beads Guys!!!! Looks Like I'm Headed For A Mardi Gras Party Tomorrow Night!!!!!

Well, It's on To Maryland tomorrow night!!!! I better get a good nights sleep tonight!!! ;)

Happy Thursday!!!! It's almost that magical day! I certainly don't like to wish any of my time away. And, I say that all the time. But, ever since I started working here at Rider, I DO appreciate my weekends!!! When I was self employeed - it felt like every day was Friday!! Not so much now! lol :) I really do cherish my weekends now!!!! :) :) :) :)

So, looks like I'm working on getting back in the groove here. Getting in touch with old friends. Traveling lots to see them! Keeping my weekend bags packed. Hey, we're not getting any younger!!!! I'm looking forward to our new adventures!!! Plus, Hubby loves my wild side. *Big smile! I'm a pussy cat... but I do have a side that he just cannot tame. It's been hidden away for a while... purrrrrrrrr..... But, look out!!! :) I'm a VERY attentive partner... I have just been slacking in the "Social" department. That hurts, for me. I LOVE socializing!!!! So, I'm climbing out of my shell. :) AGAIN!!!!!! I look forward to posting about my/our adventures. And, I will keep my camera close at hand!!! :)

So, other than that...
We had company last night. Our old Pal Zoran. Poor guy is struggling. Fred cut ties with him for a few months, but then contacted him. We're funny.... It's hard for either one of us to turn our backs on friends in need. Even when and if they Screw us over. Seriously. He and I are both that way. Some people might call us "suckers". I think it's a nice quality we both have. In a sense. We are caring people. We've both been in bad spots, and had no hand to grab - to help pull us out. So, yeah.... we've been there. In many ways. And got through so much, on our own. Wow... I'm rambling again!! wooooohoo!!!!

It's a beautiful, cloudy day! I have open toe shoes on! It's incredible! VERY warm for Februaury!!!! I'm loving it!!!!

Good Morning!!!!
Happy Day!

You are Special !!!

Don't forget!!! This is the month to celebrate Love and friendship!!! Be sure to take that extra moment to let your friends and loved ones know how special they are to you!

Last Night <3

What can I say? I am married to the most spectacular man on earth!!! I just know it!
What a dream!!! My Dream, come true :)

So, I get home. He's outside cooking on the grill. He's so sweet. He made this delicious grilled Chicken dinner for us. It was yummy!

Then... He gave me a foot massage with all the fixin's! Lotion, green alcohol... squeezing, massaging.. the works!!! I loved it!!!!

THEN.. if that wasn't sweet enough - I went to get into my comfy's, and when I came out of the bedroom, there was a pretty Martini that he put together with shaved fruits and stuff.. waiting for me by the couch. Not only did it look good, it tasted delicious. It was perfect!!!! And.. (lol) not kidding... while I sat and sipped on my drink, he was in the kitchen preparing my favorite sugar free cheesecake!!! :) :) :) :) What a love!!!!!!!!!! And, since I know he's a frequent visitor to my blog.. THANK YOU BABY!!!!

What he did after that... we'll just call it "cuddling" *Big smile... Lot's of "cuddling" :) :) Tasty, delicious CUDDLING!!!!

It's so nice. He takes care of me... I take care of him. I can't imagine my life with out him. And, so... here we are - the month of LOVE... I'd like to take a minute to tell you, Frederick Montgomery.. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF MY HEART <3

:) :) :) :) :) :)

Happy Hump Day

I've had this wicked sweet tooth lately.....
Giving up sugar has really left me with some major cravings....

Oh..! By the way... Happy Hump Day!

The body is such a beautiful thing.
A true work of art........

:)

Innamorato, li ho mancati oggi. Già sto contando i minuti per la fine settimana. Non posso attendere per avervi certo tempo solo con. Osservo in avanti alla nostra nuova avventura questa fine settimana. Spero che ci divertiamo. Siete l'amore della mia vita. Non posso attendere!!! Amili!!!

YES!!!!! It's Super Tuesday! You think soon we can put an end to all the madness??? Nah!! I doubt it. :P

So, here we are again!!! Tuesday is here, and I'm ready for the weekend already!!! lol

I'm full of energy this morning. I was dancing all over the car on my way in. It feels good to feel good. I hope it lasts. :) I think we'd all prefer to good, over bad!

I haven't been blogging much lately. I know. And, that is going to change.

I never reported my fun weekend at the beach almost 2 weeks ago! I went to the Casino with my Lovie, and I won $1100.00 -
I never win anything. So, to say the very least... I was thrilled. Silently thrilled. I was surprised at my response. I always thought that if I won anything, I'd be jumping up and down, screaming. Nope. I stood there looking at the machine... thinking to myself... is that what I think it is? lol... And, it happened twice! I won big, two times!!! It was my lucky night, for sure!!!!

I also never posted about lot's of little things along the way. I don't want to lose track.....

I'm feeling really bad about turning 40. I thought it would be no big deal. It's a lot worse in my head than I imagined. I can't believe I'm going to be 40. Where did the time go???
Hubby and I had a conversation about life (as we often do). He made me laugh so hard at something he said. As a matter a fact, it was something that stayed with me. And I've smiled a lot over the past week or so, just thinking about it. He said that I'm the type of person who loves to stop and smell the roses. He's the type who's full throttle - Balls to the walls. He suggested that we compromise. (lol)..... I should stop, and smell the balls. LOL! Yeah.... sounds strange.. especially when you're reading it, and you weren't part of the conversation. BUT, it was very funny at the time!!! Still makes me smile. Because, it's true. He loves to run run run run run.... and run some more. From the moment he wakes up in the morning, until he can no longer keep his eyes open, at night. Me? Oh.... well, a bit of a different story. I love to take my time. I like to sleep in on weekends, when possible... and I love to stop along the way. If I could, I'd be stopping here, stopping there.. taking pictures, pointing things out... yeah.. smelling the roses, the wildflowers.... anything & everything along the way. So, we compromise. We run run run run run... and when we stop for a breath, I look around, and notice the beauty. It's everywhere. And, sometimes I even snap a picture, or two..... :) SOOOO... We don't get any younger. It's important to get out there and enjoy everything we can. Yesterday is gone... and we can't predict the future.......



Oh! Yeah... Soon we'll be headed to Baltimore. I can't wait!!! Our dear friend Paul has invited us to his house for the night, along with some other long lost friends. We're going there to celebrate his Birthday, and his recent engagement! He's such a love. He went through such a terrible divorce. He sure does deserve this happiness with Lori. I am so excited for him. He's so in love. It's so sweet! Anyway, we'll be going out on the town, in Baltimore. A comedy Club, and maybe out dancing. I can't wait. We haven't seen any of these friends in about a year and a half. I really do look forward to it.... We're going in a couple of weeks!!!!!

Friends. I have a couple of friends that are going through some major things in life. I hate it for them. I'm there if they need me.......

What else? Well, we can always talk about the weather. :) It's mild! AND, it's expected to reach 70 tomorrow. Can that be so? Are we almost out of the frigid winter months???? I hope so! Fingers crossed!!!!!

That's about it, for now... I do have so much to blog about. I think I'd even be blogging more if I didn't have that nasty stalker on me! Yeah, you! I'm not going to let you intimidate me. :P This is my blog..... YOU can go away!

:)

Happy Tuesday!!!!!!!!!

Is it Friday Yet?????

I Was So Happy and Excited I Couldn't Sit Still !

Ok.. So, I thought it was Vegas for My Birthday. As a matter a fact, I was sure it was going to be Vegas! I was working on ways to not be so scared of flying. I was trying so hard to imagine a flight with no fear. I want to get over the whole fear. I will... BUT, there's no hurry. It's not Vegas for my Birthday. It's something else. *Big happy sigh.....

A CRUISE!!!!!!!!! MY FAVORITE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wooohoooo!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hubby and I are going on a Cruise to Nowhere! On our favorite Ship ever! The NCL is having a weekend Cruise on the "Dawn". She is the most beautiful ship! We're sailing out on April 18th. Ok, so it's not during the weekend of my Birthday. BUT I DON'T CARE!!! I am beside myself with excitement!!!! And, because it falls right between my Birthday and his..it will be a double Birthday celebration!! :) A grown up's ONLY cruise. Nothing but fun! Dinner, Dancing, partying, and celebrating! :)

Can't wait. This is the best Birthday present ever!!!!!!

And then, in August - we will go on the same ship, same suite, and head to Bermuda for a week!!!! As a family. :) :) :) Can't wait!!!!!!!!

Monday!!! Good Morning! Happy Day!

And - this is the month of sweetness!!!
I did capture a few pictures of some of my sweet friends and family this weekend....
But the photo's are home! So, will post them soon!

Anyway, Happy Monday!!!!!

It was a nice weekend. And, yesterday was a beautiful day!!! Just gorgeous! It really felt like Spring! :) I can feel it in the air.....

The kids had a fun filled weekend. They are a handful! We had sleep overs here.. sleepovers there. Movies, Mall, different movies.. cheerleading...... and all sorts of fun. :) I love to see them having a great time. I love those kiddies!!!!

And, in between the taxiing around, hubby and I would steal a moment, here and there. We always find time to bond :). It's nice. I feel really really close to him. After 9 years together, we still have that magic. It's so nice. I love love love this man of mine :). And, we enjoyed our weekend together, with the family.

Last night, we had a Superbowl party. :) Well, sort of.... lol
Mom and Dad came over. They love the Superbowl. AND, they love Fred's cooking :) Oh... did I mention that they love our Big screen T.V? I think we were set up (lol). Mom was so cute, though. She kept saying what a great time she was having... And, that was enough for me! :)

So, that was our weekend. Full of LOVE and KISSES and lot's of good, family fun!

Happy Day!

How bout them Giants?!?!?!

AMAZING GAME!
Happy Monday!
Way to go NY!

LOVE KISSES... SWEET STUFF! February is here!!!

Good Morning, and Happy February!!!!!

This is the month to step it up a notch and show some LOVE! :)

Be right back. Much to post. Much to post!!!
I've been absent a lot lately (from blogging)

Been a busy little Beaver ;)