Tonight was tough. Silent ride home from our first visit to our Therapist....
Communication - not working......
I'm sitting on the bed, writing this, while he's gone off to the shop, or something. I really don't know. He just left. Not easy, not fun. This is how it is for us tonight. This is how it's been, for far too long. I usually follow him. I can't do it anymore. I mean it. I have to stop. And, if something doesn't change, who really knows where this life will lead us.
I don't want to post sad, painful things on this site. But, right now, I cannot do anything else.
There's no fluffy, soft picture to paint tonight.
We're swimming against the tide. It's exhausting.
