I post, edit, delete a lot lately.
I should just post..... and leave it.
So, today - I will.
This is a beautiful day. The window in my office is open, and it smells so amazing out there. The breeze is cool, but feels "just right". It's really the most amazing season of the year.
I'm having an "OK" week. I've been very tired lately. I haven't had much of a break. Even my weekends are full of "things to do". And, as much as I love to run, it does catch up to me every now and then..... like NOW. :)
Yesterday was very nice. I went to the Presidents house to celebrate Mom's 20 years with Rider. I was her guest. It was fun. I got to visit with many of the Professors that I deal with on a daily basis, as well as some of the staff. A lot of oldies came to the celebration, too. It was cool. If I can hang in there, I'll be at the same event in about 17+ years. I pictured being there... cool. I bet Mort won't be the President of Rider when I celebrate my 20 years! *Smiles. Hopefully, lord willing, Mom can be there with me, like I was with her. :)
Tonight is, "Counseling" with Nora. I absolutely dread it. It's so hard to sit there and discuss our troubles. It's no fun. I know that I fluff everything up, make life look like it's nothing short of cotton candy, and sugarplums..... but I can say this, Counseling IS NO CUP OF TEA! No fluffy fun there. (lol)
It's work. It's tough. Being there, pulling out feelings, laying them on the table, out in the open.... ouch. It's an eye opener. Last week was the most difficult. The list we had to make. UGH! I hope we don't have to talk about the list again......
Thinking positive thoughts. Positive energy... fluffy clouds, happy faces, sweet candy kisses, it's all that I want outta life...... Sometimes, it's just not that way...... *sigh
I'm a happy girl. It's funny. It takes a lot to make me feel any different. I try to make a difference. I hope I do. I want to...... It's my goal in life. For some reason, that really matters to me. I wonder if people will remember me...... I often wonder......
