Monday, October 15, 2007
Happy Monday.
It's a beautiful one.
Good Morning
Not sure where to begin, or where to go with blogging today.
I've had a couple of very emotional weeks.
I've had conflicts with people that I love
I lost a dear friend
I have mixed feelings that leave me feeling guilty, sad, angry...etc...
I feel a little lost.
But, on the flip side.......
I have a roof over my head
I am blessed with a beautiful family that loves me.
I have a pretty secure job, which also leaves me feeling good - because I contribute to the family.
I have a good support system in my life.
I am pretty healthy - as is my family.......
So, I should be dancing around, with a big smile on my face. But, I'm not.
How do I get back to that part of me? I feel so much better when I'm happy, and positive. I am just having the hardest time getting back there......
I did go to the Beach this weekend. It was simply beautiful. Freezing cold.... but beautiful. I enjoy being there. It was nice.
Time to get some work done. I was pretty useless on Friday. Today, I must focus.
Repeat after me........
Life is good.
Life is good...
:)
And, really... it is.
(ramble ramble ramble)