Thursday, March 13, 2008
Yeah.. Happy Thursday!
What a week it has been! I have had the most difficult time getting up in the morning. Maybe I should get more sleep. I have been having a hard time sleeping through the night though... My head is full. I have a feeling it's what keeps me from a restful night's sleep! I think too much! BUT... that, with a lot of work - is about to change! I am so tired of thinking and worrying about so much "crap" that just doesn't matter. I am so serious. I am really going to work on that. Letting go. Believing that things will be just fine, and detaching from bullshit that bothers me. I have to let it go. That is my goal for today, and for the future. :) For my own sanity, as well as everyone else - that I know & love.
Each day I am going to remind myself that I have to talk less, and listen more (Even though I know I am really a fantastic listener :0)). I shouldn't ask questions about things that don't matter, and I should focus more on what I am doing about my own life.. and not so much about others. Those are not selfish words...
I need to care less about the little things, and focus on the big picture.
This is something I am going to be working on. I look at it this way. If people want to share with me, they will. I don't have to always be talking & Asking... I have come to the conclusion (totally on my own)that, in fact.. I talk to damn much.. With that being said, my blogs may increase in size like crazy! I have to "let it out" somewhere. This just might be the place. We'll see. AND, I need to get a life. And find something that interests ME.
Ok. Maybe this blog makes no sense to anyone who reads it. However, It makes perfect sense to me.
And, I'm starting to feel better already ~