I have a love/hate relationship with "Gym". I love seeing you, however, I sometimes hate the thought of going to you. When I'm with you, it's a challenge, but you make me feel so hot.. you even make me break a sweat almost in an instant.
When we part, I feel satisfied, but sore and achy. However, I miss you almost right away. Oh "Gym", how I long to have a lasting, meaningful relationship with you. I am committed to you, and I hope we last for a long time. I need you to be patient, but keep on my ass, ya hear me? Because I truly need you in my life. Without you, I wouldn't have the energy I need, and that's sad... Thank you, "Gym" for being in my life. :) You will be so proud of me in the near future, as you inspire me to keep going so I can be strong and sexy and full of life. Thank you for that.
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So, that's the hot news in my life. My new relationship with "Gym".
I have been really focused and really doing well. Today I pushed myself to the limit. I went in not wanting to even get started, but once I did, I couldn't stop. I did my cardio like a champ, and I did my 30 minutes on a major incline, max - 10, for almost the whole workout. It's not easy, and I was dripping wet, but it was so great and felt so satisfying. I really enjoyed myself.
After that, I did my weight machines. I did all of the arm machines and most of the leg ones. Today I added 2 machines to my workout. That was a huge accomplishment. I was tired, but I kept going. I sometimes focus on my goal to keep myself motivated. It seems to really make a difference. This summer I want to feel like I'd rather be in my swimsuit, or totally naked, over wearing clothes. I can be a real free spirit, and I have really tall fences in my back yard, and a great pool. :) Last year I went nude a few times, but I was not feeling the way I wanted. This year will be a different story.
When I go to Bermuda, I want to swim naked in the beautiful blue sea. I want to feel the water all through my body, and love every second of it. On my cruise I want to wake up with a ton of energy, and never feel weighed down by heavy meals. I would love to get up early and walk the track on the top of the ship, then go into the fitness center and sit in the hot tub, and feel amazing. Of course I'll be feeling for the jets, and I'll place myself over it as I always do. :) lol
I am confident that I will follow through and take this all the way. I only live once, I have to make it count. No better time than the present. I'm on the job!
And, while I'm on the subject, I want to wear a crochet bikini. AND, feel sexy in it. I am totally serious. I also want to wear some really cute cut off jean shorts, nice short ones. Of course I will keep it classy, when I have to (smile).
So, there you are.... that's where I am tonight, in my mind. :)
Peace.
