Sunday, April 10, 2011

My mental and emotional ass got kicked today.

I am considering taking up drinking as my new found happiness and hobby. You know it's bad when you're sitting beside the collection of wine in your livingroom and it looks really appealing at 10 a.m.

You know it's bad when you think you'd rather be at work than at home, facing the music.

You know it really sucks when you welcome your Parents in the driveway, when they called to show you their new car, and wanted to stop by with it.... and within moments you learn it's not really why they came, rather they stopped over to speak to me like I was their 8 year old kid again... and I'm really 43.

It's one of those days.

All I can think is "WTF"

You know it's drained you when you can't even accomplish the simple tasks you so easily do every other Sunday of your life When you don't even know how to approach the smallest job, and hanging laundry seems like a major production....

And then, you shower and go through the motions, but could give a shit if your hair is done....and that's not even me.

Yep....one hell of a crappy day.

Peace.