Hello.
Sometimes I wish I could blog my deepest feelings and thoughts. But, I know in my heart that some of the things I think and feel should just be kept in my head where they remain safe.
Today, I am going to let a little out....
Last night I went to be feeling pretty sad. It's been a difficult few weeks, and I've had a lot of stuff weighing heavy on my head and my heart. I don't want to feel this way, but it's natural to, especially when things aren't going well. I also hate to go to sleep with sad feelings because I fear that if I never wake up, I've gone with sadness instead of joy.
Sometimes it feels like nothing will ever be right. Sometimes it feels like everyone is on such a different page in life. I sure wish it was easy, but life has proven itself to be not that way.
I always tell myself that things could be worse, and well, they could. But I'd love things to just feel at least a little "normal" once in awhile...and with that said, I'm not even really sure what "normal" is anymore.
It's Sunday. A day of rest and a day of peace. I hope it goes that way today. It would be nice to find a little peace in my home and in my heart. It's been a pretty negative weekend, and I'd like to see it come to a close with a few smiles, and some goodness. We'll see what happens.
