Wow, I haven't really done much blogging in a while. I'm going to try to catch up a little bit, but it might be in multiple messages. I have been so busy, and last week I was far too stressed out to have any interest in blogging at all.

Brandon, my 16 year old son has a girlfriend for the very first time. It's cute, and I'm really happy for him. She's a lucky girl because he's such a sweet and kind boy. They are going on their first date to the movies this Friday. I am excited for him. It should be nice.

I have no more cats. I don't really want to talk or blog about it, but it's really strange not having pets, and it's really weighed heavy on me lately. I couldn't have even posted this last week. It was too hard. I had trouble sleeping, and I would even wake up in the middle of the night thinking about them. I still feel rather sick over it, but I don't feel as terrible as I did last week. I'm hoping that eventually I will be completely over the whole thing......

Brooke had her first High School dance last week, as you know by viewing her pictures below. My only regret was that I didn't get a single picture of Brooke and I together. I hate that because I can't get those moments back. But, I am proud to have gotten as many photo's of her as I did. I think they all came out really well.

Last weekend we had Ilyn and Dave over for dinner and drinks. How fun that was!! We had all sorts of good food and great drinks. We played a game, and later in the evening we had a dance party in our living room. All 4 of us were dancing fools. It was really funny. I'm sure if the neighbors were looking through the window at us they thought we were a little crazy. We are... :)

Mom and Dad were away in Florida for a week. It was nice to see Mom back at work today. It seems they had a really nice time. I'm happy for them. I'd love to be able to take a vacation soon. I love traveling.

A lot of work lately. I have definitely not been at a loss for things to do at the office, and soon I'll be moving to a new location. I'm not really looking forward to it, but I do know it benefit me in my career in the long run. Change is simply not easy... good or bad We're all such complete creatures of habit.

Spring is in the air. I'm ready for it.

This weekend Fred and I are going to spend the weekend at the New Jersey Shore. I am so grateful that I have a fabulous friend who allows me to use her condo. The last time we went was back in November, which was also the last time anyone was there. If I were her, I'd be there all the time!!! It's so beautiful! We really enjoy going.

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Brooke's Freshman Formal

Monday's Thought Provoking Question

Congratulations to my son who finally passed his permit test this weekend. The third time must be the charm. But getting your permit, does this mean you are now a grown up? No.... steps closer maybe.... yes.

I listen. I pay attention... but that doesn't mean I understand. I believe that I'm not meant to right now, and I'm okay with that for today.

Life is full of surprises. I need to remember not to over react, or under react, but to listen with an open mind and a heart full of love.

Teenagers are a rare and unusual breed. I remember it like it was yesterday....and, one thing I know for sure, although I may have been there, done that, I still don't know shit... and, I'm still trying to learn.

And, another thing I know for a fact. I don't have all the answers.

Life is one big fat precious grab bag full of surprises, ups, downs, goods, bads, and gifts. We never really know what's coming next....but we keep on rolling along, hoping for the best.

Peace.

You never know what each day will bring...
And, I do understand that each day is a gift.

But one thing that really took me by surprise today:


I never expected my 16 year old son to break my heart...

Wow...

Dear lord please give me strength.

Time marches on...

Almost 10 years ago, I sat at this very table, in this very spot.. playing checkers with Fred.
Last night, I re-visited, and even sat in my spot for a moment. So much has happened since then, yet the table, chairs, and checkers remain... as though time has stood still...
Oh, I'm the QUEEN of Checkers.. I am not kidding. :)

Home....

Solid commitment....
Fresh start.
Today is a sunny, beautiful day. About to venture out to a local Flea Market. It will actually be really nice to get out there and feel the sun on my face, and breathe the amazing..fresh air.

Just got back from a long, fun, icy ride to some far away town in the Pocono's.... Went to a nice, pretty strip club and enjoyed watching the dancers. It was topped off for me with a sexy, private lap dance. Nice! That was my third official lap dance. She was beautiful and sexy! :)
After that, Jimm and Monica took us in to visit the resort that Fred and I went to on our Honeymoon nearly 10 years ago. It was emotional for me... Sweet. It hasn't changed much at all... It touched me.

Now we're back at the Villa and we're getting ready to eat dinner. I think I might indulge in some of that whipped cream Vodka after we eat. I'm not a drinker but I could use a nice drink.

Having a really difficult time adding a picture to my blog from my phone!!!! Grrrrrr
I hate when I can't figure it out!

YAY!!!! I did it! I am posting on my blog from my Blackberry!!!!
So, I'm in the Pocono's for the weekend..and have no internet access, so I just logged on to my blog this way!
I'm still in my Jammies! We went to Mt. Airy Casino last night and didn't get in until 4 a.m.! Zzzzzzzzzz....
The weather is gray and cold and the misty rain is still coming down. Its truly a lazy day :)
Not sure what we're doing later, but now that I can blog from my phone I will post more fun stuff!
Someone just commented on my coffee bean post from 2007! I will have to start putting more fun puzzle like things on here again. I need to be more fun and playful again!
Peace <3

ICE ICE BABY.... Delay...

When we have a delay, due to bad weather.. it's always fun to take pictures!

Happy February

The month of love.

Each day of February I will try to post a loving message....

Happy February

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